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She'd taken his remark for face value
and wasn't practiced in coquetry. He would have to tread carefully around
this delicate rose.
"I only ask for your company, dear lady.
Please stay and keep me amused," he said affably.
Helen folded her hands and raised herself
to her full height as if there was some doubt to who she was. Light
from the nearest window flickered across her face. She wasn't intimidated
by his position, he saw that in her but she was uncomfortable with him.
She would remain because it was required
of her and not because she required it of herself.
John knew they must avoid any hint of
impropriety and he'd put her in an untenable position. Still, he liked
having her here, next to him in the serenity of a peaceful night.
"How is Mrs. Wainwright?" he asked lightly.
"Grandmother has gone to bed. She tires
easily."
"An affliction of old age." He took out
his cigarette case and opened it. "Would you like one?"
She shook her head.
"I wouldn't have asked," he said, fearing
he might have offended her, "but you seem a very modern woman."
At this she laughed, an engaging laughter
that drew him into her world. He stepped closer.
"Am I mistaken?"
"I do not think so."
"You are not sure?"
"Sometimes my loyalties pull in both
directions."
The answer would do for now. "Do you
find me terribly old-fashioned?"
She tilted her head. "In some ways."
"In what ways," he asked, insistent.
"Your dress, for example."
"This formal dinner wear isn't my cup
of tea, actually."
"What requirement do you satisfy by dressing
thus?"
"The requirements of a gentleman," he
replied.
"And yet you say you're uncomfortable
in that role?"
John blinked back surprise. She twisted
his words skillfully. What sort of woman was this?
"Appearances are important to you?" she
asked. There was no guile in her face. He decided her questions were
only the gentle probing of a curious mind.
"Under the circumstances, appearances
are everything to me."
"You don't find the artificiality of
your position objectionable?"
"There are rules, Miss Wainwright, lines
that can't be crossed."
"Then you are terribly old-fashioned."
He took a long pull on his cigarette
and let the smoke pass indolently from his lips.
"I'm sorry," she said. "I shouldn't have
spoken so freely."
"On the contrary, I value a person who
speaks her mind."
"Are you staying very long in Bristol?"
she asked, facing him squarely, showing the full effect of her heart-shaped
face.
"I must leave tomorrow."
"As will I."
"Your stay is short."
She looked away. "It must be. I embarrass
the Wainwrights."
"You embarrass your family?"
"I am the daughter best forgotten."
"Why on earth do you say so?"
"The thought of it displeases you?"
"Greatly." He dropped his cigarette and
ground it out with the heel of his shoe.
"I shouldn't have made such a scurrilous
comment. Forgive me."
"There is nothing to forgive."
"I don't wish to create any awkwardness
for my family because of who I am."
"Surely a schoolteacher could not cause
such a scandal?"
"It is if a favorable impression is sought
from an Earl."
John knew she spoke the truth. Rarely
had he encountered a woman who didn't pretend to be muddled on such
occasions when the truth needed telling. "You are an uncommon girl,
speaking thus."
She looked up at him. "And how do I speak?"
"Without pretensions."
"It is the only way I know how to speak."
She enchanted him with laughter in her
eyes and upon her lips. He saw in her intelligence, curiosity and a
charitable nature that he wanted to know better.
"I fear I am not your equal."
Her mouth curved into the beginnings
of a smile. "You mock me."
"I wouldn't dare."
She beguiled him with a generous smile.
"I was admiring the newly budded roses,"
he said, trying to steer the conversation to safer waters.
"Are you very fond of roses," she asked.
She looked out at the garden, her thoughts suddenly drawn away from
him.
"I do believe I am." He stepped forward
and took her hand. "If you don't mind me saying so, you remind me of
an English rose."
She looked up at him with unmistakable
wonder. He was smitten. With a quick brush of his lips, he kissed her
mouth.
She didn't retreat or protest. He held
her hand and took pleasure in its warmth and softness. Her scent, spring
violets he would guess, added to the exquisite nature of this moment.
A floodgate of feelings overcame him,
a damn bursting at its seams. He nuzzled her neck, sought the delicate
place behind the ear that seemed to excite so many women. He ran kisses
down her heated skin. She shuddered.
He hadn't felt contentment for a very
long time. At this moment, his contentment seemed within easy reach.
"The others are waiting for us," she
said.
"Let them wait."
She stiffened and stepped out of his
embrace. "What are your intentions?"
"I've never kissed a modern girl before."
She stung him with a caustic look. "Has
your curiosity been satisfied?"
"Come, Miss Wainwright. You seemed willing
enough," he said agreeably, trying to disarm her.
"I must beg your leave, sir." She turned
to leave.
"You're quite right," he said. "I've
overstepped the bounds of propriety. I apologize."
She stopped. "Very well. Your apology
is accepted."
She'd admonished him as a school boy.
For all her strict demeanor, he'd sensed a hidden passion when he'd
kissed her.
He was in a careless mood.
"We must return to the family. Would
you care to join me?" He offered her his arm.
"No," she answered without looking at
him.
John nodded, but her refusal baffled
him. No lady had ever refused his company before.
She hurried up the walkway and disappeared
into the shadows.
As he watched the retreating figure of
Miss Helen Wainwright, he decided these modern women were very perplexing
creatures indeed and different from any women he'd ever known.
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